They wouldn’t do it.. I had booked the removal surgery, washed my face, changed into surgical clothes, and when I saw the doctor and talked to him, I asked, “When you remove the nasal tip cartilage, please reposition it.” Then he said, “I can’t do that.” So I said, “Why?” Then he said today was only to remove the silicone. So I said, “You clearly said you would remove the silicone and septal cartilage, so why are you only removing the silicone?” He said if it’s removed now, it’s really dangerous, and even if it is removed, it has to be removed after 6 months to be safe.. I really feel like my head is going to explode.. Back then he said everything was possible, but on the day of surgery he says he’ll only remove the implant..? So I said, since my nasal tip is higher than my nasal bridge now, if you remove the implant it will look strange, so why would you do it that way? He avoided it, saying, “Well...” So I asked if he could do it after 3 months, you know? Then he said absolutely not, only 6 months ㅠㅠ So after talking for a long time, the doctor asked why I wanted to remove it, and I said I now have rhinitis, my nose is itchy, I have a runny nose, my nose hurts, I’m sniffling every day, and the nasal tip is hard, so it’s so uncomfortable and I hate it so much. He said removing it now would be like pouring oil on a place that’s on fire and then jumping into it.. He said it would cause contracture ㅠㅠ He said if the patient could accept all of that, he would do it, but at that moment I got so scared.. In this community, there are people like me who remove it after only 2 months, and people who removed it around the same time as me and are recovering now, but when I actually heard that, I was so scared.. ㅠㅠ And after a while, he called my mom separately and apparently told her to stop me, that she had to stop me, that it was dangerous, removal and things like that. He said my mom had to stop me, that I absolutely shouldn’t have removal.. After talking with my mom, he called me in and explained it step by step.. But because of the nose surgery, my face and impression have completely changed, and my face has become even more messed up, so what am I supposed to do ㅠㅠ I really want to die I want to die, but he says absolutely notㅠㅠ What the doctor said to me was, even though he had even received a written pledge from the patient saying I wanted removal, he could just take the pledge, remove it, and not care, but as a doctor, he doesn’t want to do something that shouldn’t be done. He said he doesn’t want to do it when it could be dangerous for the patient. So he said we should only do correction after 6 months. Then I came back, but I feel like I’m going crazy right now.. When I look around here and there, they say the safe timing for removal is within one month or after 3 months, but at my hospital, even 3 months is not allowed, and after a while they even said removal can’t be done at all. What should I do, everyone?ㅠ Honestly, everything the doctor says is correct, but I still want removal, and my nasal tip looks messed up now.. It’s honestly so hard, really. I want to kill myself. I’m so depressed about my changed face.. No matter what I do, I look ugly. Should I look for another hospital?ㅠㅠ If I get removal at another hospital, about how much would it cost? The hospitals shown in the banners here are way too expensive, so I can’t, ㅠㅠ Ah, seriously.. why won’t they do it..ㅠㅠ Then do I now have to live with this face for the rest of my life.. I hate revision surgery, I just want to remove it and live with my natural nose, so why won’t they do it ㅠㅠ I really want to die
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