I had surgery with Gore-Tex a long time ago, then had revision surgery with silicone.. Now I’m trying to remove it, so I’m asking clinics whether any Gore-Tex might still be left and stuck inside. I’m also trying to roughly set a surgery date..
It’s been 3 years since I decided to remove it. Time flies ㅡㅡ I couldn’t do it because I was having a baby. My silicone broke inside. Sigh.. From the outside, it’s not that noticeable.. So whether it’s revision surgery or removal, I’m in a situation where it’s unavoidable. Right now it’s less noticeable, but as time goes by it’ll become more obvious.
Revision surgery... I just want to stop suffering emotionally.. .. I’m 98% thinking I should just remove it and go back to a plain nose.. If I get revision surgery, I’m sure I’ll end up not liking something again and want another surgery.. Anyway, it’s been ten years since I saw my bare nose.. Will I be able to adjust.. What if my husband is disappointed.. I don’t even happen to have photos of my bare nose.. Back then my hard drive crashed and all the photos disappeared.. Sob, this reality where I can’t even see what it looked like.. So it’s even harder to decide.. Aaah.. What if my nose is uglier than I remember. Like..
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