These days, when I wake up after sleeping, I feel it getting a little hard again So my day becomes a bit sensitive, and it’s getting somewhat hard again What I’m most worried about is that before surgery, if I pressed the nasal tip downward, it would completely and naturally squish, but now when I press it, it doesn’t even press down I think it doesn’t press because the nasal tip is too upturned, so there’s no part that can be pressed After 7 or 8 months, will it really have come down about 2 mm? But when I touch the area where the nasal dorsum and nasal tip connect, I can feel there’s scar tissue. I really wish the columella and nasal tip would come down just 2 mm I hope the hardness softens too And maybe because there’s scar tissue on the nostril side where it was removed through a closed approach, it’s gotten to the point where it’s hard to pick my nose with my pinky finger Honestly, I didn’t feel major discomfort, but maybe because I’ve become sensitive, even things like that annoy me, and I start thinking again, why did I touch my nose and put myself through this crazy suffering.......
I hate that I’ve become so sensitive, and even these days I’m not afraid of dying I tried making a pig nose, and it works a little, but it hurts