I had removal today~

Ha... I finally had it removed and came home Right now my nasal bridge has a splint on, and my nasal tip is taped so I can't see the shape of my nose, but I could see a bit of the nasal tip, so I touched it... and it was soft and squishy like my own flesh, which made me tear up.. How long has it been since I felt this... Before surgery, I was debating whether to leave the support strut in, but when I met the doctor for the final consultation...' The director said he would just take everything out, just remove it all... I guess he was scared I might come back again asking him to remove it Last time he recommended leaving the support strut in, so I asked because I was scared it would collapse, and he said that was just a rumor and not to believe it So I felt relieved and got on the operating table. The surgery took about an hour.... And I had asked about cartilage repositioning.. but that director said, what is that... and said he wasn't going to do anything like that Since I don't know the shape yet, I do feel depressed, but my head feels light, just light, and I really love that feeling sincerely Ha,... and when I asked the director whether it would get shorter and more upturned, he said because the skin has stretched, it probably won't be as short as before, and maybe it might feel slightly longer than that.... But I think he just said this to comfort me because I was worrying so much and he felt bad for me I'm going for treatment tomorrow... I'll post reviews every day now... Today, so many people I got to know through this community messaged me on KakaoTalk... Thank you so much... sincerely... sigh.... I don't know if I'm thoughtless, simple-minded, or positive, but rather than worrying about the shape, just having it removed makes me feel so relieved and happy... Though if the shape turns out not pretty, I'll probably get depressed again