My nose looks like an old witch's. What should I do?!

I had 1 mm silicone and septal cartilage. They tied the nasal tip too My nose length was short, so they lengthened it. Today is exactly 3 weeks since surgery. A lot of the swelling has gone down too.. But, people say my eyes look close together My eye corners already tilt upward, and now they even look close together One friend even asked if I had my eyes done.. Every day is so upsetting On top of that, my columella is a bit long, so even before, when I smiled, my nose became an arrow nose, you know? But after the nose surgery, that got even worse. My nose is slightly crooked, and on top of that, if I make even a slight facial expression, the arrow nose shows way too much The doctor said my columella was originally a bit long, and that it is like this now because the swelling has not fully gone down yet. And they said my nose was the kind that would need a separate surgery to shorten the columella a little Still, even before, this was a real complex for me, but after surgery it sticks out even more severely, so it is so noticeable, and I can't even smile while looking at my boyfriend's eyes. I have no choice but to keep a blank expression all the time I'm so upset I was trying to smile in the mirror and got startled looking at my own face My nose looks like some old witch's What should I do.. What do I do?! Will my eyes looking close together go back to normal? The arrow nose This has gotten worse, will it improve? Should I just ask them to remove the silicone and return my nose to the way it was before?. Should I remove it or not, should I wait and see, what should I do,,, Every day, all I do is worry.. But if I do remove it, can the work where they tied the nasal tip also be reversed to how it was originally?!