I’m going tomorrow to have my nasal silicone, septal cartilage, and ear cartilage removed..

It hasn’t been long since I had surgery a few days ago, but I went for a removal consultation.. I don’t think the place where I had surgery will do the removal, and I would have to pay for revision surgery too, and I don’t think they would provide follow-up care either.. Today I also went to get a copy of my chart and my preoperative photos, and their expression was really bad. I met the director of the hospital where I had surgery, and when I asked for a copy of the removal chart and my preoperative photos, he said, “This should be enough.” I think he really meant it when he told me to get the removal done at another hospital. He even yelled at me to pay the revision surgery fee.. I guess he really didn’t want to do it.. I had no choice but to look into another hospital.. When I said it has been nearly two weeks since surgery, almost all of them said they couldn’t do it, but one place said they could, so I went there.. So today I had a consultation at the place that said they would remove it, and I made an appointment to have the removal tomorrow. The director said with a lot of confidence that he could remove it well, so I feel I can trust him. Still, I’m worried.. They say it’s best to have removal done at the original hospital, but I’m having it removed at another hospital.. Still, I’m glad I can have it removed.. I’ve already been having a hard time lately because I became depressed after my nose surgery.. And since it’s still before two weeks after my surgery, the hospital says it can be restored to its original state. But because I had nasal silicone, septal cartilage, and ear cartilage, and had the hump shaved down slightly, I feel like I may not be able to return completely to my old appearance.. Still, they say 80-90% will come back.. On top of that, I have a slightly upturned nose, so I’m scared it might lift after removal. The hospital says it won’t lift, but when I said, “Doesn’t it lift during the contraction period?” they kept saying no, and then said the nose gets hard during the recovery period. Isn’t that the contraction period?? I’m having surgery tomorrow, and I’m worried, can’t sleep, and I’m also worried because my nose feels a little stuffy, wondering if I caught a cold.. Since I’m having the removal at another hospital and paying the revision surgery fee, I hope it goes well.. I’m so worried that I can’t sleep well. The surgery will go well tomorrow, right? It won’t be postponed because of the stuffy nose, right? I’m worried.. It’s been almost two weeks since I haven’t been able to sleep after nose surgery.. Please, I hope I can sleep peacefully after the removal, and I hope my nose comes back..