On the 26th at 3 p.m., I finally had the surgery... I was so, so nervous... you know I stayed up all night and had surgery... I couldn't sleep...ㅠㅠ The surgery time was originally 2:30... but I was so nervous... because of me, it got delayed by 30 minutes...^^ I kept whining that I was so scared... The doctor said... then... let's do it next time... and laughed...ㅋㅋ I had no choice but to clench my mouth shut... yap.... After that... everything was hazy... hazy... I think removing the fat under my eyes hurt the most... Phew,,,,,,,,,,,,, I finally had the surgery I wanted... but my worries are huge... I can't find my old face at all... I have no idea who this is... At this rate, what if I develop social anxiety... I'm really .... scared...ㅠㅠ I thought everything would be good once I just had the surgery... but that's not it... after surgery is more... painful... Maybe because I had under-eye fat removed... my eyes look sunken... it's no joke. My eyes are sunken and my cheekbones are sticking out so much... Really... I'm going crazy... as time passes... and the swelling goes down... it'll get better, right...? It's already been a week.... When is the swelling going to go down... Everyone... please give me strength... I'm really... depressed...
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