Day 101 after full-face fat grafting

Yesterday, I talked on the phone with a friend who had surgery at the same hospital 2 weeks ago. ........She said, “Your surgery turned out well. At first it looked strange, though,” and that it’s been 2 weeks, but for her.. she feels like some of the fat in her nose has gone down. A friend who had buried-suture double eyelid surgery also said it turned out well.. but especially my friend who had her nose done, she has a hump nose. She says it’s going down. Hmm... At first, in a community, I saw someone post that 3 months is the basic recovery period.. and I gained a lot of courage from that... But my friend says she would rather the cheek fat on her face go down... and that she thinks her face before was prettier.. After surgery.. I think it’s about building inner strength. I also missed my old face so much. Still, people around me encouraged me, saying the surgery went well. Since she had the surgery anyway.. I told her to be brave and to keep her mind at ease... On the day I went with my friend to the hospital for her surgery, in the waiting room.. there was a girl who had buried-suture surgery at the same hospital, and she was grumbling that she didn’t like it. But.. my friend and I thought she looked really pretty., How far does human greed go? Discomfort is only natural, right?,.. Of course, you had a knife put to your face.. how could your face be completely unharmed? Anyway..... people have all kinds of complaints.. Please, if you want it to be really obvious that you had surgery, don’t get fat grafting. It’s best for people who just want to get rid of nasolabial folds on the face, or people like me who have no flesh on their cheeks at all. Once you have the surgery, you just look a little younger, like someone who took a tonic.. and the rest is just feeling uncomfortable because you can’t get used to the new face... Actually, when I read reviews from people who had other surgeries, there are only a few who say it turned out well, and most say they regret having surgery..... That’s interesting too.... I introduced my friend to the clinic and she had surgery, so I felt sorry. Even with surgery at the same hospital by the same doctor.. the results are all different. I’m the type who does what I want even if my whole family tries to stop me, and my family living outside Seoul doesn’t even know I had surgery. My friend said from the beginning that her family told her not to have surgery, and that if she did, she should leave home. She did it after seeing that mine turned out well, so I felt even more sorry. Even while trusting me, I also think my friend probably didn’t receive the surgery with a comfortable mind because of her family’s opposition. No matter which doctor performed the surgery, and regardless of which hospital I had surgery at, I have this belief that the doctor who operated on me is the best surgeon in the world. Comparing myself with others will only make me jealous. And I don’t think it would have a good effect on my surgical progress either. Life is too short even just to live with good thoughts.. we only live once.. so I’m going to live with only a good heart. Even now, people around me tell me that my face is getting prettier than when I first had the surgery. I don’t know, it still doesn’t feel like my face.. Build inner strength.. inner strength.. yap.. it’s a spell..