I started going to work yesterday... I was so worried.. I went while making a whole scene by covering my face with my hair by myself... but no one noticed that I had surgery.. I didn’t hear from anyone that my face was swollen or that it had gone down... I don’t know if that’s good or bad... Today I met a close friend and pushed my face right in front of them.. but they didn’t know.. (maybe they’re not interested in me..) I felt really depressed in the morning... It felt like there was hardly any sign I’d had surgery.. My face still looked broad.. and my chin still looked square... So I felt frustrated, took photos, and compared them with old ones.. Wow.. it really was different.. No matter how much I looked in the mirror I couldn’t tell, and it even looked more swollen.. but in photos the jawline came out softer.. Still, I guess there’s nothing I can do about having a large face... I’m waiting to see how it changes after a month... Right now, the stitched area on the left side inside my mouth still hasn’t healed, so it hurts and bleeds. Even when I called the hospital, they said it was fine, told me to gargle and come to the hospital on Monday.. It hurts like wisdom tooth inflammation... Is this really okay... hmm... ^^
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