I just got eye and nose surgery lolololol

Uh.. I’d only been lurking every day, but I always thought I really wanted to write a review~~ Hehe^^ lol I just got back from surgery, and for about an hour I listened to music while trying cold compresses, but -_- it was annoying.. and I got hungry, so I ate and came into this community like this. I had local anesthesia~ I’m the kind of person who even whined and cried messily at dental anesthetic injections, begging them to save me, but -_- I guess I got reckless and lay down on the operating table.. Honestly, they say the eyes don’t hurt that much when they anesthetize them~~ So inside I was thinking, “What.. this is nothing lol,” and wiped the cold sweat off my hands, when suddenly, totally unexpectedly, they said that to get the line I wanted, they had to remove fat.. So I ended up having fat removed, which wasn’t even planned..-_- Without adding a single lie, I thought my eyeballs were going to pop out. Why did they pull on my eyes so much? It felt like surgery to pull my eyeballs out, not double-eyelid surgery-_- Anyway, from then on I was really scared.. Cold sweat was running down my back, I was extremely tense, and I still had the supposedly painful nose surgery left, and they had to take cartilage from my ear too..-_- It felt seriously hopeless. Anyway, after all that eye surgery, to do the nose surgery, they took the cartilage.. (this didn’t hurt at all) Then they injected anesthesia into my nose.. Whoa.... that could’ve killed a personㅡㅡ;; Without realizing it, groans came out of my mouth-_-; and tears streamed from my eyes.. Ah.. and my nose wasn’t completely smooth, there was a very slight protruding part in the middle. They said, “This much is fine~” and shaved that area, but -_- the sound and sensation of scraping bone... felt truly awful. When they put in the implant, it felt like some kind of.. rod?? was being inserted into my nose-_- together with it.. I thought my nose was going to burst.. lol I wondered if that rod was going to pierce right through to my forehead, and it felt like my facial bones were going to collapse along with my nose--; Anyway, after they first put in the implant, I looked in the mirror. According to the doctor, “In your slang, I raised it all the way~ It’s too high, right?? But it may look different to you, so~” that’s what they said-_-; But honestly, I couldn’t really tell about the height lol Only the shape looked too straight, so I asked again, “Please make it go in slightly below the glabella and draw a curve~” The doctor worked hard fiddling with a new implant again, took out the one that had been inserted and put it back in, and when I looked in the mirror, hmm.. from what I remember, it was slightly like a half-beoseon shape.. and looked pretty. So I said okay... then they stitched it up and the surgery ended.. Earlier, I was amazed at what kind of ridiculous courage I had lying there, hearing the creaking sound of bone inside my flesh, and enduring it.. haha I looked in the mirror and my face is really funny lol As soon as I came out, I said to my dad.. Dad, I look like a monster, right? lol and grinned. He was already against the surgery.. Seeing my face seemed to make him even more annoyed.. lolol But because I had lurked through so many before-and-after surgery photos in this community lol I’d become way too used to it. lol Because of the splint, I can’t see my nose, (looking at the nasal tip, it seems generally high, so I’m scared-_-;) My eyes just look super swollen. haha;; Maybe because the line was set high, that might be part of it too~ My nose is okay, but my eyes are throbbing,. lol My field of vision is definitely different from beforeㅡㅡ++ Anyway, except for the throbbing eyes and wanting to pick my nose, it’s bearable lolol They didn’t even put gauze in, so breathing isn’t uncomfortable.. No nosebleed either.. hmm.. Ah, I rambled so much~~ I’m just so relieved lol I still can’t tell how my nose is because I can’t see it due to the splint, but lol When I upload photos later, please evaluate them~~ That’s all~~~