Day 10 after silicone removal

Is it finally starting? After removal, my nose became plump and soft, and my impression came back, so I was living very happily. It’s a bit much to call it contracture, but wound contraction?? seems like a more appropriate term. After removal, my nose had been flat and soft, but lately it has become hard and has taken shape again along the silicone outline, so it has become slightly higher. Of course it’s definitely lower than when the silicone was in, but I really hate that scar tissue seems to be forming in the shape of the silicone After taking the silicone out, I was excited and didn’t do any special care. I only took two days’ worth of medicine, and I put on makeup and went around like that. It was so comfortable that I didn’t even look in the mirror. Since it felt comfortable, I didn’t pay attention to it, so I ended up not looking in the mirror. It was like I didn’t think about it at all. But these days I’ve started looking in the mirror again My nose is getting hard and feels like it’s being pulled. Maybe scar tissue is forming in the shape of the silicone, because it has become the shape of the silicone that had gone in crooked again. My nose looks crooked again and I’m upset There isn’t anything yet where people say the nose is turning upward, and I might just not be able to feel it. I originally had a slightly upturned nose, and a slightly upturned nose actually suited my face better. After nose surgery, when the silicone was in, my nose became longer and my nostrils weren’t visible, so I really looked older. My face looked longer too lol I think I can accept the nose turning upward to some extent, but I just wish these silicone marks would disappear I miss my old nose so much. For those who are really going to have surgery, unless your nose is very, very unattractive, I think it’s better just not to do it. Also, if you hear that you’re pretty, or when you tell people around you that you’re getting your nose done and they say your nose is fine and not to touch it, I think it’s right not to get greedy. Just one nose can really change your impression, make you look unattractive, and make you look strongly artificial. Only people with a serious complex about their nose should get their nose done...