These days, there really are a lot of posts about removing implants.. It’s been almost 3 years since I had mine removed too.. and I still want revision surgery.. So.. I come in almost every day.. Even though I didn’t have inflammation.. because of my upturned nose.. the day I had the nose implant I had kept for 3 years removed because I had no choice, it was so hard I wanted to die.. During surgery.. ah.. I want to die like this.. when I briefly fell into that thought, I had an episode of apnea and startled the doctor and nurse.. From the time I got my nose surgery until I had it removed, I always had a foreign body sensation, but still.. I thought, so what.. as long as it’s pretty, that’s all that matters.. But after removing it.. ah.. it’s nice not having a foreign body sensation.. it’s nice not getting acne.. it’s really nice that my pores don’t get enlarged.. Even though there are many advantages like this.. I still feel lingering regret.. Before surgery, when I went out, people said I was pretty.. after surgery, of course I heard those things too.. but after removing it, I don’t think I’ve heard anyone call me pretty even once.. My personality has become much more timid too.. I’m just rambling.. rambling.. and writing this...
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