It’s been a week.. I want to die because of the glabella height..

When I booked the surgery, and even when I was lying on the operating table, I wasn’t nervous at all and was just so, so happy, thinking only about how much better I would look after it was done.. But after the surgery, they put the splint on.. Until then, I endured it thinking maybe I just couldn’t see because it was covered by the splint, or maybe it looked this way because of the splint.. In the middle, my nose was so blocked that, except for one day, I went to the hospital four times.. to have things like mucus and scabs inside removed.. Then today they took off the splint, and I don’t know why I wanted to cry so much.. I don’t know if they made the glabella too high, or if it really is this high because of swelling like the doctor says.. I clearly told them to make it natural, and that I absolutely shouldn’t end up like Jang Keun-suk, but the glabella is too high.. From my forehead to the tip of my nose, it’s just a straight line. The doctor instead told me not to talk about the shape when the swelling hasn’t even gone down yet.... Honestly, the nasal tip bulb is also blunt, even though they used septal cartilage and ear cartilage.. Since my columella was too short to begin with, I didn’t have huge expectations for that.. But the whole nasal line.... it makes me cry.. The nurses say that compared to other people, I’m on the less swollen side, but the doctor says my glabella is much more swollen than other people’s.. If the swelling really goes down, will the glabella drop down noticeably? My eyes look pulled together, like a nine-tailed fox, Avatar, and Jang Keun-suk.. Of course I know it’s week 1 so there is swelling, but I don’t think that just because the swelling goes down, the actual shape of the nose will change or the glabella height will suddenly drop a lot... So I’m anxious and just read posts every night.. I did this even though I don’t have much money... I can’t even tell my family I don’t like it, and I can’t even cry... I want to rip everything out again.. .....The glabella.. it really will come down, right..?... Please help me..