Day 5 after removal..

I connected to this community as soon as I woke up just now.. Today is day 5.. Yesterday, after the first silicone was removed, I couldn't get used to seeing my lower nose.. the nasal tip looked bulbous.. Today the swelling between my eyebrows seems to have gone down more, and the bulbous-looking nasal tip also seems to have gone down a little more than yesterday. My mom says it has gone down much more, and when I look too, it seems to have gone down more.. My mom said, why do you look younger after taking out the silicone.. Hmm.. I guess having my nasal bridge built up did make me look a bit strong. Since my nasal bridge is lower and spread out compared to before, I look younger.. soft and rounded.. After getting the stitches inside my nose removed next week and after Chuseok passes, I think the swelling will go down completely.. Also, until day 3 I felt contraction, but there hasn't been any repeating phenomenon up to now.. I do wish my nasal tip would lift a bit so my nostrils would show.. Since it doesn't turn up at all, I can't get used to this either.. After my previous surgery, it had a slightly upturned half-beoseon shape. That's what I miss about the nasal tip.. And there are still yellow bruises around my eyes and nasal tip.. As of now, yesterday was the most disappointing day, and today it's more like, oh, it has gone down. What hasn't changed is that I'm still living with a mirror in my handㅡㅜ I think it will take quite a lot of time to get used to it. Because I'm going to live without touching my nose anymore.. It will get lower, but I should live satisfied, right