Two months after removal

The time that had felt so endlessly long suddenly flew by, and two months have already passed I had the surgery at the very end of summer and went through all kinds of hardship, and now 2012 is almost over. Of course, I come into this community much less often than before, but I still stop by sometimes and read a lot of removal reviews before leaving First, as for my condition, it has been two months since removal, and the contraction phase did not last that long. My nose got very firm for just a short time, but now it has loosened a lot and become soft. The foreign-body sensation has also decreased a lot~!! However, it still feels somewhat high at the nasal bridge, maybe because of the capsule Maybe because of that, when I look closely from the front, the inner corners of my eyes look slightly pulled inward because of the bridge My mind is still not completely at ease Even now, when I look in the mirror and get even a pimple around the glabella, or if my head suddenly hurts, I get anxious and think, is it because of my nose?! But compared with before, I am so happy living day by day Before getting nose surgery, I had such a severe complex about my appearance. I also had needless insecurity It was cosmetic surgery I got to get rid of that appearance complex and gain confidence, but after doing it, my confidence actually dropped for no reason, and every time I looked in the mirror I was full of thoughts of wanting to die. After removing the silicone, I am living while feeling satisfied with my own face and my own appearance If you think you are ugly, it is easy to dislike every little thing, you know These days I am trying to look in the mirror less and trying to think that I am pretty~!! I never want to lie on an operating table again I just hope that, far in the future, I will not think about having surgery again I am scared of myself too. Do you all know this feeling??! On my phone, I have photos I made sure to take once a week from when I had nose surgery through after removal until now. Once I am fully healed and my peace of mind returns, I am going to delete them all! It has only been two months, so I guess it is greedy to expect too much Then I will come back again after three months!! For those debating whether to remove silicone / those who are having a hard time after removal, I really think time solves everything. But those who are thinking about having surgery again even after removal, please think once more about how much emotional suffering you went through, and think 100 more times before doing it If we live with just a little more confidence in our faces, things like this will not happen Stay strong, everyone ^^!