3 years after nose surgery, natural is the best

3 years ago, the nose that everyone else said was pretty suddenly started looking ugly to me, so I had nose surgery at a plastic surgery clinic in Cheongdam-dong, even shaving down ear cartilage. It was done under local anesthesia without sedation, and it is still traumatic for me... The bone in the middle of my nose was a little large, so they said they had to break it, insert an implant, and shave it down. For only that part, the bone-breaking process, they used sedation, and the consultation manager came in and administered the sedation... lolololol Oh right, before the nose surgery, I was getting an IV, and the nurse poked my arm more than 20 times trying to find a vein. I held it in until the end, but when I said, aren't you really not finding it, she brought the doctor, and the doctor found the vein and put in the IV lol. During the process of breaking my nose, I fell asleep and woke up to them hitting my nasal bone with some tool, I don't know if it was a hammer or what. They shaved the bone like planing wood (I could hear all the sounds), and although I didn't feel all of the bone shaving, I could feel enough for it to be really painful. Ah... I just kept thinking, I want to go home, and I also said it hurt so much. I was fairly satisfied with the surgical result, but people around me had this vibe of, why did you do it...? Maybe because even as I was going into the operating room I begged the doctor to please make it look natural, people who meet me for the first time don't even suspect it, so it feels a little... like a waste of money... If your nose is just reasonably okay, don't spend money for no reason. The way it is is the prettiest. After nose surgery, my nose feels so stuffy that I can't fix my habit of picking my nose...