The nurse who had surgery around the same time as me~

The nurse at the hospital where I had my surgery had nose surgery there about ten days before me. Her original nose shape was similar to mine, and the results were similar too, so when I go there we end up talking about all sorts of things. She’s very satisfied with hers, but I’m not really satisfied at all, haha. Even though the results are similar for the two of us, one person is happy and the other isn’t, haha. That’s just how surgery is, I guess. Come to think of it, doctors must have a hard time too, haha. Anyway, as we were talking about this and that, I started picking my nose and blowing it once some sensation came back in it. But she still doesn’t do that. And apparently she had to get antibiotics more than five times over about a month (I didn’t get any even once~). According to her, it’s because ‘what you know can make you sick,’ meaning she has seen so many patients that she reacts sensitively even to small things. In other words, she has seen a lot of cases where implants became crooked for one reason or another after nose surgery, or where inflammation developed. I thought she was amazing for deciding to have surgery while knowing all that, and for someone like me who doesn’t know those things, it made me think how hard it must be to spend the recovery period knowing everything~ Lately I’ve been thinking a lot after surgery. Maybe because I have a lot of time, I keep wondering whether the decision I made to become a little more free is actually becoming more of a shackle. ^^ I just rambled on a bit.