Medpor.... Stress..

I’m the person who posted photos a while ago saying I had surgery about a year ago, but it was too upturned, so I was going to have revision surgery.. A while ago I went to the clinic where I originally had the surgery, and they readily said they would do the revision surgery for free, and since it felt like a waste of money too, I just went ahead and had it done on Monday. When I said I wanted to do it with dermis-fat, the manager there said it wasn’t good and that it would be absorbed. I really wanted to live without worrying about side effects, so that’s why I said I wanted dermis-fat. But on the day of surgery, before going into the operating room, the director consulted with me and said we should use dermis, that it wouldn’t be absorbed, and only talked about the advantages, so I just had the surgery. There were a lot of things that upset me during the surgery that day.. but if I talk about all of that, this post will get even longer....... Anyway, today I went to get an injection, and on my chart that the nurse brought over, can you believe it, it said “Medpor used.” That Medpor that supposedly has lots of side effects... And if I hadn’t seen that chart, I wouldn’t have known... Why did I go through surgery with dermis, accepting that there would be a scar... and that it might be absorbed... It was because I wanted to live without worrying about side effects... But Medpor.... I’m so stressed and furious right now, I feel like I’m going crazy... What do you all think about Medpor..? Can I really just not say anything to the doctor like this?