It's day 5 after surgery....

The swelling won't go down..................-_-;; I feel like I'm going to get depressed.... I even have bruising, so I look like a total monster... sob... My face is light green and all puffed up, so I look like some kind of fox + lion... Did you all swell up like this too? My friend had it done 2 days before me and her swelling went down a lot, so why am I like this.... ugh... I'm going in for treatment again tomorrow, but getting treatment hurts so~ much~ Was it not like that for you?? They were disinfecting inside my nose and all.... it hurt... hmm... Tomorrow will be day 6 including the day of surgery, so will they remove the stitches? The swelling is not going down at all, seriously... I think taking the tape off would be too much... For reference, mine was revision nose surgery~ I had sleep anesthesia, so it didn't hurt when they anesthetized me, but when I woke up from the sleep anesthesia, they were still operating~ But maybe because it was revision surgery, the operation time ran over, so the anesthesia wore off twice in the middle of surgery...-_-;; ack.. It was so scary and painful that I said, "It hurts~ it hurts~" and then they gave me another anesthetic injection~ then it didn't hurt anymore.. I had my nasal bridge rebuilt with silicone and had my nasal tip/alar area tied~ But they did it with a closed approach~ A little fascinating~ I heard the sound of cartilage? being cut in the nasal tip/alar area, and I wonder how they did it.... whether they stretched my nostrils way out or what... Anyway~ it's still so swollen that I can't really see the nose shape, but compared to before, I don't think it will change that much..-_-;; I did emphasize that I wanted it natural~ Ah~! And the older girl at the clinic who said she came after seeing this community~ If you happen to see this post, please reply~ (I'm the kid who was wearing a navy hat and complaining that I was so swollen) Anyway, this was the surgery review of a girl? who feels like she'll get depressed because of the swelling~~~~ Lastly, let's all become prettier~!!!