Going in for surgery in a few hours..

Agh.. I’m going in for surgery in a few hours, haha, so I’m a little nervous.. Actually, I’m usually not that nervous about things like this and stay pretty calm~ I think I’m more nervous thinking about what comes after the surgery than the surgery itself~ I’ve only booked the nose surgery for now, but I still can’t decide whether to get a double eyelid surgery too -_-(even though it’s surgery day already).. (Even when I ask people around me or on the internet, opinions are split right down the middle;;; whether I ask here or there..) One place said to just do the nose and that it’d be better to do the eyes too. At another place I went to because I was a bit anxious, they said the nose definitely has to be done.. and the eyes would turn out pretty if I do them too.. and they also told me to remove the fat under the eyes, which I had never really thought about but was a bit of a complex for me (not the aegyo-sal).. But;; the cost would go way over budget, so.. For now, I’m having the surgery at the first place I had booked. That place is famous for natural results!! I put down the deposit and got the precautions, and I don’t know about the others, but.. it says here that if the gauze blocking the nose goes down into the throat... I’m scared reading that.. I’m also a little scared of the anesthesia. What if it wears off in the middle -_- The doctor said that because I have a severe hump and my nose is badly crooked, they may not be able to fully correct the crookedness. Ah.. what a harsh world;;; There wasn’t much information about hump nose surgery either.. so I’m going ahead after asking a lot in my own way from people who’ve had it done.. I’ll have surgery too.. If I’m in my right mind;;; I’ll post a review^^ For the next few days I won’t even be able to wash so I guess I should go shower now... Ah.. I’m nervous. P.S. It’s more like a consultation post than a surgery review.. P.S.2; My eyes.. Would it be better to get them done? If you search my nickname in the 'How about fixing it?' section, it should come up;; Please leave a reply~^^