It’s been one week since my nose surgery...

I had surgery last Friday and took the tape off today.. When the tape was still on, I was so nervous and excited wondering what it would look like when I removed it.. But as soon as I took it off today, I looked in the mirror in the hospital bathroom, and... There was some big-nosed person there... sob sob,... totally OTL My nose looks round and round... maybe because it’s swollen... but still, sob sob.. Honestly, I’m a bit disappointed.. It looks somehow very animal-like...-_-;;; It doesn’t even have that fox-like look other people talk about, no no.. I can’t really think of anything to compare it to...--;;; My nose originally was like Han Hye-jin’s (Geum-soon.. you know her, right.. haha), the type that drooped straight downward..--; I hated that nose so much that I decided to have surgery.. oh my.. The doctor said that to create a naturally connected curve, silicone would need to be placed as a base... So I had 1 mm of silicone placed on the nasal bridge and had the nasal tip lifted with cartilage.. I wonder if the tip of my nose looks wide and spread out because of swelling.. sob sob.. This isn’t what I wanted.. OTL My mom came and looked at me and said why did my nose get so big, and said I don’t look like her daughter and she hates looking at me.. sob sob I’m already upset enough... ugh Even before surgery, though it drooped, it was still slim... And when I walk, I feel a loooot of foreign-body sensation.. Oh no.. it’s not actually moving, but it just feels like the cartilage and silicone are wobbling around loosely.. heeeng.. The foreign-body sensation is the worst... Swelling, swelling, please go down quickly.. PS - Once the swelling in my nose goes down a bit, I’ll upload photos... So you can use them as reference~~^^