I had it removed today. But I’m conflicted..

I had my nose surgery removed today. I only used silicone. Starting last month, something like a pimple appeared inside my nostril, and I thought it would just go away, but it kept getting bigger until it was almost visible slightly outside the nostril. But externally, there was no swelling or redness and no issue at all. As it got bigger, bloody pus also came out. Maybe because I’ve been under a lot of stress lately.. Can this kind of thing happen because of stress? I went to the hospital, they incised it, removed everything inside, and stitched it up, and repeated that twice.. But the condition didn’t improve, so today I had surgery to remove the silicone.. There’s tape on it, so I still haven’t really been able to see the condition of my nose, but I’m so depressed.. Thinking that my high nose will become lower. It had been about a year, with no problems, and then suddenly something like this can happen.. I have a boyfriend and a job too, and I’m really depressed.. From the beginning, I wasn’t greedy, I just raised the length slightly, but after taking it out, it still seems like there’s a big difference.. I’m so scared of the moment I remove the tape and see my lowered nose.. I came to this community for the first time today, and there are so many removal posts. Only today did I realize there were this many side effects.. Since it looked fine externally, I guess it’s partly my fault for going out and drinking, right? My concern is that the doctor says the cause is the implant, so after removing the implant and once the inflammation has completely disappeared, we should do revision surgery. After 1-2 months? Since there are individual differences, he said as early as 1 month later. He says he’ll make it a pretty shape, slightly higher than before.. and that there will be no cost, he’ll do it for free. My concern is whether I should have revision surgery again or not. It’s not like this definitely won’t happen again, right? But I want a pretty nose. Sigh.. But with symptoms like mine.. is it the hospital’s fault.. or my fault.. Is this originally a common case? Is this even inflammation... It’s so hard that this kind of side effect happened to me too and I even had to undergo removal surgery..