The recovery process,,

Ugh, everything I wrote disappeared I'm now entering day 15,, Recovery is extremely fast. After I took the taping off, I just went around everywhere and all that It seems like people are really curious about dermis, and so far I'm satisfied, satisfied, super satisfied Well,,, when I looked into it, medically speaking -_-;;;; even if the fat goes away, they say the dermis won't be absorbed beyond a certain degree and disappear I hope,,,, that turns out to be true Because I really like it just as it is now I'll also answer the questions that were left in the comments Yesterday my nose suddenly felt tight and shorter, so I went to a night clinic, got an urgent prescription for Rizaben and took it, and the tight feeling got a bit better But thinking about it, with my first surgery I wasn't that sensitive and I really just ignored it and lived without caring whether it recovered or not, so I didn't really know. But when I think about the recovery process from the first surgery and the removal, I think the swelling didn't go down little by little each day; it went down while repeating day by day between swelling up and becoming slim Yesterday it seemed to get hard and shorter, but today it's plump again and settled into a pretty shape,,,, But is it just me who feels these tiny differences? When I ask my family, they say, I don't know?? It looks the same??? Like that;;;; Please, please, please, I hope it settles like this For now, I think I'm going through this process: Very low bulbous nose -> Gore-Tex surgery (it was really pretty) -> removal (became pinched in the surgical shape and lower) -> dermis (same shape, only the height increased) For now, from the start I had not even 1% attachment to my original nose, so it wasn't hard for me that my nose wasn't like before and things like that But once you touch it, I do think it's definitely hard to go back to before So if your nose is decent enough, I kind of wish you wouldn't touch it,,, But then again, a person can look so different just from raising the nose 1 mm or 2 mm, so hahaha really,,, it's luck of the draw But it is true that the more surgeries you do, the more the nose lifts hahaha Comparing Gore-Tex and dermis, the advantages of dermis are First, it's really mine, so there is no foreign-body sensation at all There isn't that pressure of feeling like I had plastic surgery Because it's my own flesh, first of all,,,,, When I had Gore-Tex before, if people said my nose was pretty and stuff, there was still something that pricked at my heart, you know? But now I'm so, so free from that It may seem like nothing, but I think it's actually really big;; And this is both an advantage and a disadvantage: because there is no foreign-body sensation, my behavior just becomes too free When I had Gore-Tex, until about the 2-month mark, even walking was cautious,, truly my whole mind was focused on my nose,,, With dermis it's just;;; The downside is,,,, in photos, it looks less pretty than an implant But since my eyes and mouth are all big and the space between my eyes is wide, a slim implant nose looks a bit strong on me, and a dermis nose also suits me better And the anxiety that it might go down But well, they say it doesn't go down much,,, so there's nothing to do but believe and wait Ah, I don't even know what I'm saying, even after writing it hahaha