One-month review after removal

It's already exactly my one-month review. I kept thinking I should upload photos someday, and I'm finally working up the courage to post them. Hmm.. both are really noses with a lot of issues, even looking again.. When I had the surgery, my skin was thin so the silicone showed through and the nasal tip had turned. Even now after removal, it still feels slightly turned, but it doesn't stand out like it did when I had surgery.   When I look at my wide, low nasal bridge and the nasal tip area that is still a bit uneven, my heart sinks, but it seems like no one thinks I had surgery. I have a timid personality, so when people knew I had surgery, avoided eye contact, and felt awkward, I could really sense it. Compared with right after removal, I think the outline of my nasal bridge has come out a bit too. It's much better than the nose I had before, where the silicone showed sharply like a beak. My nostrils have softened compared with when I had surgery, so now a finger can go in;; (After surgery, the nostril openings became hard, so I had to clean my nose with cotton swabs, and anyway I had no sensation.) The bleeding and pain I had when the silicone was in are completely gone. I still can't make a pig nose, but when I press it, it has gotten a bit softer.   Until week 3, maybe contracture had set in, because when I looked in the mirror I was really shocked by how short my nose had become. Maybe I've gotten used to that look now, because it's not that shocking anymore. I do think it looks quite ugly though^^ Anyway, I don't think much about my nose, and whether that's good or bad, I barely take selfies anymore. If I take selfies, I'll just feel miserable seeing myself with no nasal bridge. Anyway, since it's comfortable and doesn't hurt, I guess thoughts about my nose are being forgotten, right? Before, I used to take tons of selfies to look at my nose. Now that time has passed and I look back, it looks prettier in photos than it does now lol I guess this is why they say it's psychological. I still want to get filler, but for now I'm waiting. My nose shape hasn't returned completely to how it used to be, but it seems my overall image has come back a lot. Spring is approaching. I hope both body and mind become warm. I'll delete the photos soon^^