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Nose Re-Surgery

Worries about nose implant removal.

I thought I would be happy if I got my nose, which had been a serious complex for me, improved compared to before, but my vague anxiety and depression are severe. I also feel a foreign-body sensation, and I can’t even sleep on my side. I don’t know. I just suddenly get so anxious once every 1-2 weeks, and when my mom and dad go to work and I’m home alone, I feel so lonely and anxious. They say it takes one or two months just to book consultations with the three major doctors, so should I make reservations now and remove it during vacation, or take a leave of absence, remove it, fully recover, and then return to daily life? Of course I regret it, but I also feel like I learned so many lessons through my nose, like I just took a somewhat painful and expensive class. I’m 21 now. Even if I’m struggling because of a surgery done for cosmetic purposes, and even if this makes me slower than others, it’ll be okay, right.? I feel pathetic, and I’m most sorry to my parents. Forcing my anxiety onto other people too is really something I feel so sorry and pathetic about that I want to die. There are probably many people having a harder time than me, so I’m sorry for being like this. I’d like realistic advice. Would it be better to leave it alone and live with it until a problem occurs, or would it be better to remove it out of simple anxiety while I have enough time, fully recover, and return to daily life..

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