Day 7 after silicone + ear cartilage rhinoplasty.. I want to die because of the pain and pressure?

It’s day 7 since I had silicone on the nasal bridge and ear cartilage for the nasal tip. I’m dissatisfied with the shape of the bridge too, but even if I just accept that and live with it, and later have revision surgery or remove the implant, the column? inside my nose, the area where the septum normally would be, hurts so much. It presses hard against my gums from inside, and there’s pain like something like a cotton swab is pressing hard. When I smile, my upper lip doesn’t move, so my upper teeth don’t show at all...(My upper lip will get better with time, right..?) The hardest part is the pain in the nasal bridge and glabella.. It throbs, and I feel pressure like someone is inflating an exercise ball inside, and I even get severe eye pain and headaches. I’m taking medicine, but even after taking it, there isn’t a single moment when I’m not uncomfortable.. I can’t sleep well either, and it’s so hard.. It was so hard that I visited the hospital today, but they just looked and said it doesn’t seem like inflammation, the bridge area is probably swelling, and since filler may remain, if it’s still the same afterward, I should try getting a filler-dissolving injection. I just feel so lost and sad about everything.. Even though the ear where cartilage was taken hurts, that doesn’t bother me at all. I know it’s normal pain, and it doesn’t hurt every single moment.. But right now, except for short moments when I sleep, it’s continuously hard and painful... There is no moment when I’m not uncomfortable or not in pain.. It’s a pain I can’t explain in words. My glabella feels like a balloon is being inflated, and the bottom of the support feels like someone is pressing a cotton swab against my flesh trying to pierce through it.. Now I have headaches and even my eyes are aching.. This was surgery I thought about for 8 years before doing. It’s not like I wanted some dramatic transformation.. I don’t care about the shape anymore, I just desperately hope these uncomfortable and difficult pains go away as soon as possible If anyone has had anything like me: 1. Pain with throbbing in the glabella and nasal bridge, even causing headaches 2. Severe pain in the support? inside the nose, and a feeling that the support is strongly pressing down on the floor 3. Experience getting a filler-dissolving injection after rhinoplasty Please share your opinions.. I desperately hope there’s hope that it will get better. If I have to live with this pain forever, I just don’t want to live. I really hope this gets resolved well so I won’t have to regret choosing this hospital.. Ha, I wanted to run a blog and YouTube and steadily upload reviews too, but with pain like this, I wondered how I could post anything, so I gave it all up.. Even right now, typing this while keeping my eyes open and looking at the screen is so hard