3 months after surgery^^

It has almost been three months since my square jaw surgery.. Before surgery, I came in and out every day reading reviews and sending messages.. Since it was surgery I was doing without my parents knowing, honestly... doing it alone was hard too, but after doing it, I think it wasn’t such a big deal.. At first, after surgery, for 2 or 3 days, my lips were really so swollen that it was honestly hard enough to make me wonder why I did it.. But.. as everyone says... time really is medicine.. Now, well.. I live forgetting that I had surgery, and sometimes when I look in the mirror, I notice how I have changed... Especially.. when I go out and look in the mirror in a public restroom.. I can really.. see the difference.. Friends who know I had surgery say it turned out well and that my impression looks softer.. People who don’t know all say I seem to have lost weight.. So I felt upset because it seemed like it didn’t show clearly.. but maybe it’s because I’ve gradually gotten used to my changing appearance after surgery... The really strange thing is that before surgery.. I worried, what if they shave too much and it looks too obvious that I had surgery.. But now I secretly look forward to the reactions of people meeting me for the first time after surgery.. and I often think I wish it were just a little slimmer from here.. lol Everyone reading this now.. I think many of you are either worrying ahead of surgery.. or came in because you’re curious about how other people are progressing after surgery... If it is something you are truly worried about.. and if the hospital is one you chose with your own conviction.. I think it would be okay to do it... It is really just a small change, but... what is certain is that you gain confidence without even realizing it.. If you think about it, no one else really cares.. Actually, if people passing by have a square face.. and wear their hair back.. people just think... that’s how they look.. They don’t curse them, saying, why does she tie her hair when her face is big too.. But when I’m actually in that situation, I end up worrying about others for no reason.. and feel embarrassed to tie my hair.. You know how that is.. Just the fact that the square jaw is gone means I don’t feel that way now.. lol Well... I usually only lurk, but I just wrote this.. Those who are about to have surgery.. those who are worrying.. please decide carefully and thoughtfully... After surgery.. really take good care of your body.. and do as the doctor says,, even if it is a bit difficult.. If you are careful for just one month and take good care of yourself.. I think you’ll be okay..^^