I’m really angry ㅡ.

A little while ago I uploaded photos in the nose surgery section. Honestly, whenever I think about my nose, I can’t sleep, so I stayed up all night, took photos of my crooked nose with a digital camera in the morning, printed the photos, and went to the clinic. I waited for over an hour and met the doctor. When I met the doctor and showed him the photos, he admitted that the nose looked crooked. But then he looked at my face and nose and said it didn’t look crooked... He trailed off, barely touched my nose, and when I said the swelling in the glabella was so severe it looked like silicone had been inserted from above the glabella, he just said it was swelling and told me to wait.. When I said the nasal tip was blunt and that I wanted revision surgery again even if I had to pay for it, he got slightly angry and said that if I had a slim nose on my face, my face would look even bigger, so no... I kept talking about revision surgery while touching my nose.. He told me not to touch my nose, in a completely irritated tone, and said to just wait.. So I asked, when would be a good time to come back to the clinic? And he said I could come whenever I wanted -_- I was completely dumbfounded... He was totally trying to cut the conversation short as if telling me to leave quickly -_-;; I was really shocked. Thinking that if my nose is still like this after a month, he’ll probably hesitate and then say he’ll do revision surgery is making me seriously irritated.... Because of my nose, I’m even worrying about whether I should get a job now or not.. If I get a job for nothing and then have to get revision rhinoplasty, I think I’ll be really furious,... For now, even looking in the mirror makes me angry, so I’m living while barely looking in the mirror