Yesterday, I gathered my courage and went to a public bathhouse.. My eyes look so intense... my nose stands up unnaturally high.. Maybe it’s just my self-consciousness, but somehow it felt like everyone was staring only at me.. When I looked in the mirror from far away in the bright bathhouse, rather than up close, it was really awful.... Until just a couple of days ago, my nose hurt so much and was painful, but now maybe it has settled, because it doesn’t hurt even when I touch it Only the tip of my nose keeps staying red.. It’s been 3 weeks since surgery,,,,I can have it removed, right.. I had it done with Gore-Tex,, Even though my mom is unwell, she works day and night, and seeing myself just letting each day pass by supposedly studying really makes me sigh without even realizing it.. All my friends have jobs, so on weekdays there isn’t really anyone who can go to the hospital with me.. I’m waiting desperately for the weekend,,
After removing Gore-Tex too, does the original nose really not come back properly..?