Cheekbone reduction, roughly 6 months..

Even now, I'm still extremely swollen. Damn.. I haven't met any friends even once since surgery. I don't know how long it will stay like this... Of course, I had the surgery without telling my parents. I had no idea the swelling would be this severe. But it seems there is no such thing as a perfect crime.. I kept avoiding meeting my mom with all kinds of excuses and I guess moms really do have that instinct. She came over right away. In the end, I confessed everything.. She said why am I even living in this world, what was wrong with you that you had that kind of surgery.. I've been getting cursed out nonstop up to now. I did square jaw reduction at the same time too. My jaw was slightly asymmetrical and one side of my jaw was a bit developed, and my cheekbones were hardly severe.. but I got too greedy.. and then.. I went and did it.. My mom doesn't know I did my cheekbones. She thinks I only did my jaw.. But the problem is that these cheekbones have to be okay without side effects for me to at least feel like I can live... The right side hurts so much. When I touch it, it tingles.. If I press lightly with my hand, the sensation is strange and painful. For reference, I had surgery abroad, so I don't even have anywhere to ask. I went to an orthopedic clinic and got an X-ray, and it was really a sight. I don't know how many screws they put in.. I really looked like Frankenstein. I only came out with an insincere referral telling me to go to a university hospital for a detailed examination. Along with depression. How much does it cost to get a detailed examination at a plastic surgery clinic? Since insurance won't cover it, of course it will be expensive, right? If anyone has had a detailed examination, please leave a comment. Oh, and.. if your cheekbones are not severe, I absolutely do not recommend cheekbone surgery. The swelling is beyond imagination.