It's been one week since my nose surgery-

I'm posting another surgery review- I had nose surgery on June 1, so now it's been one week- Today I went and had all the tape over my whole nose removed, and the stitches under my nose removed too. Oh.. as expected, my nose skin, which had been lonely in the shadows all this time, was no joke. It was like a snake's shed skin. -_- I looked in the mirror all day today. Before surgery, my nose was like this: all my features are on the larger side, but only the most important thing, my nose! was underdeveloped, small, short, and low. Maybe because of that, I did look younger than my age, but honestly, my side line was terrible. My complex was really beyond words- When photographed from the side, that thing called my nose was barely visible -_- On top of that, the sides of my nose were a bit sunken too, so my face felt completely flat. I hated it so much. Actually, you know people who have a slightly protruding mouth? I think those people are so cute and lovely that they're pretty. Even from the side, their profile is round, and when they talk, they move their mouth in a cute little way like chirping -_- (How perverted-) Actually, before surgery, it's true that I imagined a really dramatic change. How dare I, in my position, dreamed of Ryoko Hirosue's nose and side profile. -_- From a cute image, now I too will become a woman, I'll become a girl!!! .. I imagined things like that a lot and was excited, but after surgery, reality is reality after all- Especially because even though my nose falls into the short-nose category, I just had a general surgical method, so even more -_- Honestly, I really wanted short-nose surgery, but in my neighborhood (Busan), there wasn't anywhere I trusted much, and I also heard so many things like if the surgery goes wrong, the nose gets even shorter- the nostrils end up looking toward the sky, and so on- so I just had surgery with silicone for the nasal bridge and ear cartilage for the nasal tip. So honestly, there isn't much frontal effect. Still just a cute impression -_- Nowhere in the mirror was there a girl. -_- Every time I keep looking in the mirror, this thought comes to me once in a while. Ah.. what would it have been like if I had short-nose surgery.. If I had lengthened the nose a bit and raised it sharply and slimly, my image probably would have changed a lot.. Oh well. I just think that from time to time- It's all pointless anyway- But I like my current nose too. My mom is very satisfied, saying it's so natural. -_- That much means my nose didn't turn out dramatically refined- She says it's just not overdone, and it seems to suit my face naturally- So I'm just going to be satisfied ^^ Now the yellow bruising is almost all gone- the design pen marks on my nose are all erased too -_- Only the stitches inside my nose, the bandage behind my ear, and slight swelling between my eyebrows remain- Everyone, stay strong and let's become more beautiful day by day,!