A bulbous nose..

I guess there’s nothing I can do. A bulbous nose. The stress is really.. on my face, especially my nose.. I really, really hate my nose, and just because of this one nose.. I have no confidence. When others talk about noses, I end up subtly lowering my head... There have also been so many people who said things about my nose and many people teased me.. So I get sensitive even when the topic of noses comes up .. 3 years ago.. (ㅡㅡ;; hmm.;;; I think it was one of the banner clinics here.) I had it done At first I was satisfied. Just.. because it seemed smaller. I didn’t want a pretty nose, just for it to become smaller.. ㅡㅡ; I didn’t raise the nose bridge. I just didn’t like the idea of something being put in, and I didn’t want it to look obvious either But as time went on, it looked the same.. When I take photos, really ㅡㅡ; my nose looks hugely big. So this time I made up my mind and did it again. Since it was revision surgery, the cost was enormous, and because it was also a bulbous nose... they quoted an enormous amount.. So in the end, I did it again at a relatively cheaper place without raising the nose bridge ㅡㅡ; just the nasal tip. I went through so much to get it done... When the tape was on, I was really very satisfied, but after taking it off.. it was no different from before. Really.. I went through so much for this, and aside from the money, my body and mind are a mess. It’s still only one week, so I think it’s too early to conclude.. but still, as expected, a bulbous nose... I guess it doesn’t work.. Even a low nose would be fine.. I’m so, so envious of people who don’t have a bulbous nose... I’m just writing a few words because I feel upset... People with pretty noses, I’m really envious of you, and you’re blessed.. Spending another gloomy day today.. I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep..