It really is too early to feel relieved I shouldn’t have had the surgery

Until just before going to the clinic on day 11, I liked my nose so, so much that I was worrying, what if it gets lower when it already looks really natural. My younger cousin came over too and said I’d gotten prettier, and my mom was going around telling my aunts that I’d gotten much prettier and that the surgery went well.. But after coming back from the clinic on day 11, total despair.. As soon as I went in, the nurse sighed first and, as if she was extremely annoyed, said, Lie downㅡ Then she removed the one strip of tape that had been stuck on and used two disinfectant cotton pads to wipe my nose like crazy. This feeling of not being able to say it hurts even when it hurts. Because of the blood scabs in your nose, we’ll remove the stitches next time. At those words, I just said yes, had my ear disinfected.. and when she said, Please come down, I thought it was all done and got down, and I wondered why they weren’t putting tape back on, but since it had only been one strip, I thought they must just be removing it and came home. After coming home, I bought snacks with my friend, watched TV, and hung out for a few hours until my friend went homeㅡ Then I looked in the mirror, and why had my nose changed so much; It didn’t just look different because the tape was removed, so I took out my digital camera right away, took pictures, and checked. The nasal tip had come down a lot in just a few hours, and the nasal ala area looked strangely ro~~~~~~~~~~und.. Until before going to the clinic, the dorsal nasal line had looked sleek, but now, awkwardly, only the nasal ala area was sticking out in a puffy way, and the glabella area was much more swollen,.......... My friend said that before she went home. When she saw my nose on the way to the clinic, she kept saying it looked pretty, but after we came home and she looked, she said the nasal ala area was protruding, and said maybe a pimple was about to come out. At first I also thought maybe something was coming up from inside because a pimple was about to form, but it wasn’t that either.. My younger sibling kept saying it was okay, it was okay to comfort me, so I thought it really was okay.. I just got back from my aunt’s house, and my aunt said it looks stranger than before surgery, and my mom, who had been going around bragging to my aunts that I looked pretty, said it had looked pretty until just the day before yesterday, but that my nose suddenly became strange. My little cousin kept saying, Big sis, your nose looks strange.. I got so upset that I cried just now When I say I cried, everyone asks if I’m crazy or out of my mind, but people who haven’t had surgery really don’t understand. It’s not anywhere else, it’s my face.. I didn’t have much swelling, and I didn’t have bruising either.. When I look at people who, like me, didn’t have much swelling or bruising, from around ten days onward, their nose shape only changed a little, so why is mine becoming like this.. It also feels like my nose suddenly swelled more.. Is it because of the nurse? Or did the surgery go wrong.. The glabella area sometimes aches dully, ah, seriously, I’m so annoyed. My nose keeps getting stranger No matter who I tell, they don’t understand.. I have nowhere to vent.. only here Originally today was the day I was supposed to go to the clinic, but since it’s Sunday, I decided not to go today and to go tomorrow. I don’t know what I should say when I go tomorrow. Every time I went, I had seen the doctor, but on day 11, I didn’t even get to see the doctor. Ah, I’m really upset. What should I do Can it get more swollen like this as the days go by?