I had surgery yesterday~

I had been planning the surgery for several years, and since I'm not really scared easily-_-; I wasn't afraid or worried at all. Even after setting the surgery date, time was passing so slowly that I was anxiously waiting only for the surgery day.. But once I actually lay down on the operating table, it wasn't like that lol The moment I lay down, all kinds of thoughts came to mind Why do I have to go this far? No, I should become prettier and put other people's noses to shame. Things like that lol.. They put a needle in my arm and had this weird clothespin-like thing-_-; on my hand to check my heartbeat lol, and they said my heart rate was only around 97~98.. The doctor asked if I'm bad at running normally, and teased me, saying my endurance must be lower than other people's.. They told me to breathe deeply, saying they could operate only if I did.. lol That's how the surgery started.. I had only heard about sedation anesthesia, but actually having it done felt totally tingly and thrilling~ I was floating around lol I want to do it again But I didn't sleep all the way until the surgery ended. They only did local anesthesia and woke me up right away-_-.. They kept waking me up, so I asked, "Is it over?" and they said they were just starting.. So I had the surgery while conscious I could hear the scraping/grinding sounds and everything.. I had silicone for the nasal bridge, and because the bone-..- around my nostril area was low, they supported it with artificial bone, tied the nasal tip cartilage, and used AlloDerm. I think they told me how many millimeters, but I don't remember... Because of the anesthesia, I was out of it lolol Once the anesthesia wore off, it hurt so much-_- I couldn't sleep at all yesterday It still hurts now... I'm not completely satisfied with it.... Still, I don't think I'll get revision surgery or anything.. It hurts so much that I can't even imagine it... But who knows... I'm pretty tough lolol For those planning to get surgery, I hope yours turns out pretty lol I'll definitely upload photos after the stitches are removed lol