Today is day 26, but..... (I’m taking the photo down)

I had surgery on January 3..... The swelling is gradually going down. It doesn’t hurt that much...... But not being able to go out is really inconvenient and hard. I also got information from a community, and without even having time to go anywhere else, I just trusted them and did it. It would be long if I explained it all...... Anyway, to put it briefly, the reason I feel urgent right now is that no matter how I look at it, my nose looks crooked, but whenever I go to the clinic they say it’s fine. And they say that unless it’s severely crooked, this much isn’t even considered crooked..... They say everyone’s nose is a little crooked if you look closely, and if I really don’t like it, they told me to try moving it little by little myself. Sigh~~~~~~~ I’m scared to touch it myself....... I’m anxious it might settle like this~ I do trust them because I heard they’re very meticulous and skilled..... but I can’t shake off the anxiety. Although I struggled a bit because inflammation developed in the wound at the open incision area on the columella, they responded immediately so there wasn’t any major problem..... During and after the surgery, I didn’t really have much pain and it was okay. I just really hope it’s because of swelling, like the doctor said. Also, the wound from the open approach isn’t even, so when I put on makeup it stands out even more. Will it disappear more over time???? What should I do?????? I’m so worried. Please look at the photo and tell me honestly. I’d really appreciate lots of advice ~~~~