After forehead silicone surgery...

My face is.. rather long.. and my forehead was a bit wide.. The upper part was sunken backward and on the flat side, so I had surgery on the 12th.. with silicone... But.. since today is the 23rd, 10 days have passed, and the bruising on my face is almost gone, and about two-thirds of the swelling seems to have gone down... For those who have had it done or know about it... 1. Normally, how long does the swelling last after this??? My eyes look so small and my forehead looks wide.. I’m regretting it a little.. 2. Or... will my eye size stay small like this?? They look pressed down, like my eyes are swollen.. 3. The fluid collecting on both sides of the forehead (whether it’s fluid or blood)... I’ve already had it drained twice, but it seems to have collected again.. I cover it with my bangs, but if the wind blows it’s awkward.. Each time I wrap a bandage around it.. take it off in the morning and go to work.. It’s really a whole ordeal.. If I become prettier, this amount of pain would be bearable.. but I can’t even go out.. and it’s embarrassing.. Taxi fares are no joke either.. 4. Around one month after surgery, does everything return to its original state?? The areas other than the forehead... 5. Is it normal for the wound area to itch and for scab-like things to fall off?? 6. I feel dizzy.. kind of dazed... Is this normal?? 7. Do most people.. remove the silicone again?? Then does it go back to the original state?? (I don’t even want to think about this, but just in case..) Last... 8. I heard that talking or eating can have an effect... But since I’m a working person... I can’t not talk, and my mouth doesn’t open fully either... maybe because of the swelling still... I have so many questions, don’t I?? Since the surgery, I haven’t had a single comfortable day... spending money and suffering... please, I just hope I become prettier... then I could gladly endure this suffering... Because I don’t know much... I wrote down what I know... Please tell me any good or wise methods.. Thank you..