Day 1 month + 11 after square jaw and cheekbone surgery _ Part 4

It feels like I had a fever for the past month.. During the last month.. I looked for a hospital to have surgery at, had the surgery, felt uncomfortable because of the swelling, went to work with that face, and spent each day eating lunch at noodle shops or porridge places like a little kid, so before I knew it, a month had already passed. Many people sent me private messages and left comments, and I decided to list first the current state that they are most curious about. My current appearance. I can definitely feel that my contours have become clearer. What good is it if I feel it myself.. it has to be obvious to other people for it to really mean something.. Last Saturday I stopped by the hair salon I hadn't been able to visit for a while.. (Originally my hair was like a three-legged stool, and after surgery, once I became prettier, I kept putting off cutting it short, and although I still felt a bit impatient.. I couldn't stay in that condition any longer, and the weather last weekend stirred up my 마음.) The older brother at the hair salon said it had been so long since I came.. that he was really happy to see me. But he didn't say a word about my face, and just as I was about to feel upset, "**-ssi~~ why did you get so pretty? Did you lose weight? Let me look again.. Something changed.. um.. you got a nose job~~~~~~~~~~~" Because of that, I became the center of attention for the salon customers. Even when I quickly said no, he quickly insisted that I was the one who was wrong and made a fuss, so I grabbed my nose and shook it left and right, up and down for a long time. To prove my innocence.. Haha, after having contour surgery that's even more drastic than a nose job, I get sensitive about being told I had a nose operation.. For a moment I felt my own hypocrisy.. and thought, I'm just an ordinary woman after all.. My reflection in the mirror.. Whenever I used to look at myself reflected in the hair salon mirror, I always felt embarrassed to look at it (Is it just me?? My friends said the same thing.. Anyway, that was how I felt..) I'm still in an embarrassing state.. but I definitely noticed that the number of times I look in the hair salon mirror has increased compared to before the surgery.. When the older brother at the salon went over to another customer, I secretly looked this way and that on my own.. as if I were taking a selfie, I turned my head left and right. Cheekbones.. They are definitely reduced. I could feel that the line from my forehead to my temples to my cheekbones had become smooth… Jaw.... The side jaw has definitely become smaller.. The angle I used to see in my side profile is gone even when I touch it myself, but even in the reflection in the mirror, the side angle isn't visible.. Front view… It's still lacking, but the side angle is definitely gone, and I can clearly feel that the overall length of my face has become shorter.. But.. My face still isn't as narrow from the front as Kim Tae-hee, Lee Hyo-ri, or Eugene's.. Well, you should wish for what you can reasonably hope for.. My basic facial structure was already much broader and flatter than an average person.. even after shaving it down, it would only be about average.. Still, what comforts me is that it's only been one month since the surgery.. and that if I take a photo in a selfie pose from this condition, I absolutely won't come out looking broad and flat. (Before surgery, no matter what angle I took selfies from, my face looked square..) Oh, and.. there's one more thing that's changed… Before the surgery, if I swept my hair behind my ears, it was death itself.. My facial line was a complete mess and uneven, but now.. if I sweep my hair behind my ears, the line seems pretty good (Self-admiration haha) It feels like I can pull my hair back behind my ears.. Still, I don't have that much courage yet, so I don't sweep both sides back behind my ears, only one side. I hope that after getting through this winter, I'll be able to wear my hair behind both ears.. After finishing my hair and paying, as I was leaving, the older brother at the salon quietly whispered in my ear: "Your nose surgery turned out so well that it doesn't show at all, unni~~~" Even when I said it wasn't true, I wondered why he was so sure I had done my nose.. Since my face looks narrower, does my nose look higher.... In any case, it feels good to hear that I look prettier.. Lastly.. I don't think everything has fully settled yet. When I wake up in the morning, my face seems a bit more swollen, and by the afternoon it looks a little slimmer. And when I open my mouth wide~~ I still feel somewhat uncomfortable, and sometimes when I talk a lot, there's a sound near the cheekbone beside my ear. When I told the hospital about this symptom, they said it can appear during the recovery process, so I feel reassured, but they said I need to observe it for six months in the end, so I guess I'll have to watch it a bit longer