I’m the person who had surgery on the 21st..

Hello everyone haha My swelling has gone down a lot now. But honestly, I really can’t be satisfied. Do you know what everyone says when I ask how my nose looks? “Hmm.. I’m not sure..” “Well...” They say things like that.. I’m seriously so upset. It’s surgery I did to become prettier, and honestly, it doesn’t cost a small amount of money.. But it’s so different from the nose I wanted. After surgery, rather than my nose becoming prettier, I just got a nasal bridge.. First.. I’ll calm down and explain I was thinking of raising the bridge by 4-5 mm, and I wanted 5 mm, but the doctor said he would choose whichever of the two suited me better. And he clearly said he would reduce my nostril width. By nostril width, it means the parts that stick out on both sides, right... And I asked him for this. You know the T-zone area? The glabella!! There. Sometimes when you see people, the surgical implant sticks out or looks sunken!! Between the forehead and glabella.. where the implant doesn’t connect naturally and looks disconnected.. I begged him absolutely not to let it become like that. [The doctor smiled and said it would go well and that it wouldn’t become like that.] And he also promised to make my nasal tip slimmer. [My nose is bulbous.] When I saw my face right after surgery, even though it was my first time, I felt it too: ah, this was done too subtly.. It’s low. I really thought that a lot. Still, since it was my first time, I asked everyone here for help and advice.. But everyone told me, aren’t you being too greedy.. So I thought, the swelling hasn’t even gone down yet. I must have been overreacting early on, and I’ve been waiting all along. Now there really isn’t much swelling left. The under-eye fat is my own, my aegyo-sal shows, and everything looks normal.. But the implant shows at the glabella, and now my nostril width looks like my original nose I really can’t sleep and I’m upset. Even if swelling is still left, wouldn’t the part sticking out at the glabella become even more noticeable.. The nostril width is seriously driving me crazy. They didn’t do anything like a nostril reduction incision, and it’s still spread out the same. They said they would make it slimmer by doing some incision inside the nasal tip/alar area, but from the front it is completely the same as when it was low. Today at 5 p.m., I’m going to get my nose stitches removed. It’s exactly 2 weeks. In my heart, I want to consult with the doctor, but the managers keep telling me to see him at 3 weeks, so I’m holding it in. I really don’t like my nose.. What should I do? [And I should have gone to a hospital recommended by everyone here. I listened to people I know and went there.. Ugh~ Because of this, I’ve been getting much more irritated with my boyfriend.. I feel so sorry.. I don’t mean to be like that..]