I'm going in for major facial surgery at 10 in the morning. I've been trembling for days. I've never had general anesthesia before.... Since I'm having several procedures done all at once, I'm really so scared and frightened. Removing fat under my chin, pushing in my cheekbones, shaving my jaw, putting in a chin implant for my retruded chin, and finally even lifting.....ㅠㅠ At first, when I was looking around for hospitals and making the reservation, I was just excited and thrilled, but as the day actually got closer, I started getting really nervous. Now there are 13 hours left.... My face itself is large, and I also have a lot of fat, my chin is short but I have a double chin, my cheek fat is sagging, and on top of that my face is flat..... So my face looked even bigger, and that was such a huge complex for me. Since I thought, if I'm going to do it, I might as well do everything, I'm also doing the lifting.... After surgery, once the swelling goes down a bit, I'm also planning to get fat grafting in my forehead, nasolabial folds, and the sunken areas of my anterior cheekbones to add some dimension, so I paid for all of that too. I really hope it goes well so I can get away from this exhausting complex..... It will go well, right? I'm very dramatic about pain and extremely scared.... Ah~~ I'm seriously scared and want to run away somewhere.... That's how I feel. Sigh.... I've always thought for a long time that this was a surgery I had to get through at least once in my life.... I'm really happy about it, but..... I'm so scared that I don't know if I'll even be able to sleep properly tonight. After I have the surgery and get discharged, I'll post a review.
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