My 4th revision surgery... and scar tissue

Everyone, please give me an objective evaluation.. The first photo is from after my 3rd surgery. This nose was so blunt and ugly that it really couldn’t be seen as a human nose... It was just like a koala nose... I think it was because the scar tissue that formed after the first and second surgeries filled up the inside of my nose... Up until the 3rd surgery, I had surgery in a regional area... all with different doctors Even though I spent so much money, my nose was really unattractive, so I suffered a lot emotionally..... One friend even told me I looked like Super Mario... Because my nose was blunt I’m a woman, do you think I’d want to hear that?? And I really couldn’t stand it anymore, so this February, I looked carefully here and there for hospitals specializing in revision surgery, and after someone recommended one, I went up to Seoul and had surgery at a certain hospital in Apgujeong ~~~~ The problem is!!!!!!!!!!! At first, I liked my nose????? The shape seemed to come out somewhat slim, and my friend said it came out similar to Im Soo-jung’s nose and that the surgery was a success But now it’s the 5th month.... it has completely developed scar tissue and become a mess I seriously want to die ~~~ I don’t want to get on the operating table anymore..... Objectively, the scar tissue is severe and it looks strange, right?? They say the more you keep doing nose surgery, the more it gets ruined But why do I still want to touch it again??? If I do another revision surgery, would the hospital do it again for me??? I’ve already spent so much money just on my nose With that money, I should have done facial contouring instead................. They say even if the facial contour is pretty, it can make a person’s face look different I guess I can’t have a pretty nose like other people here If anyone has succeeded after surgery on a nose that forms scar tissue like this, please give me information I’m truly at the point of clutching at straws..... Everyone!!! I seriously want to die, so please refrain from false information Please give me a truly accurate evaluation (About revision surgery I should do it again, right?) I’m adding a front-view photo