I want to remove the silicone........

Four years ago, I only raised my nasal bridge with silicone.. Back then, I didn't know anything, and the higher nose felt fascinating and I really liked it. Apart from the shape and all that.. But that feeling completely disappeared starting about 6 months after surgery. As the swelling went down, people asked if I had nose surgery, and I had made the bridge really high.. People with untrained eyes don't know, but people with sharp eyes and people who spend a lot of time with me probably noticed.. In dark places or up close, the silicone doesn't show through, but in natural light, under lighting, or when riding elevators or the subway........ it's huge............ it shows through... Maybe because I didn't do the nasal tip, it's especially severe I went for a hospital consultation, and they said that if I lower the silicone, put cartilage in the nasal tip, and redo it, it won't show through, and that it's showing through because I made the silicone too high, so they want to redo it. But I'm extremely stressed about whether the silicone really won't show through and so on They also say that if I have surgery with silicone and ear cartilage, I won't be able to make a pig nose With my current nose condition, I'm at the point where I have to either get revision surgery or remove it. It looks way too obvious If I remove it, I know what my old nose was like...... The nose shape wasn't bad, but the nasal bridge and nasal tip were very low.. I really don't want to go back to that time I'm looking into various things right now.. There is a filler called Artecoll that lasts ten years.. Should I get that?.. I really don't want to put silicone in again Does anyone know about Artecoll? Whether to lower the silicone and put in cartilage, or get Artecoll.. I need to prepare for employment, but the stress from my nose is really no joke..