Current state after removal,,,(photos) - I'll take them down soon,,

Photos are: before surgery (just my original face) - after surgery (taken to look good; in reality only the tip of the nose was visible from the front, like a nose that had been operated on and looked like it had silicone contracture) - current after removal (almost recovered) Over all this time,,,,I’ve posted a lot and still leave tons of comments,,,,but,,,,the really fortunate thing now is,,,I’ve found stability,,, After your face gets ruined once and then comes back,,,,,I couldn’t get over the shock and developed depression and even social anxiety, so I lived as a shut-in and cried every day,,,,but,,,,my nose also changed after the removal surgery and I thought I was going to die,,,,even as the nose was very slightly recovering,,,,I was mentally insane,,,,and was tormented day by day,,,,but recently my mind has become a bit,,,,stable,,,,so,,,,now,,,,I can live^^ I’ve talked so much about my nose story,,,,that I think quite a few people might already know,,,,and it’s been over two months since the removal,,,,well,,,,whether it was luck,,,,or because I went crazy with aftercare from the very beginning,,,,I really,,,,came to realize through talking with other people that I was one of the very lucky cases,,, I heard that the nose going back to how it was before is difficult,,,,so early care really seems to be the most important thing after removal surgery,,, Now,,,,the parts that other people wouldn’t know about,,,,the parts that don’t show well even in photos,,,,have changed slightly,,,,(I developed a hypertrophic scar,,,,while managing it, a huge pimple appeared and then went away,,it was inflammatory acne, so the skin bulged up a little,,) But,,,because it happened from acne, I figured it could have happened even if I hadn’t had surgery, so I threw it away from my mind,,, Today I took photos to celebrate the fact that I put on makeup for the first time in a hundred years,,,,but,,,I only did it at home alone,,,,,,I had no plans and nowhere to go, soㅡㅡI’d show my ruined bare face every day, didn’t even wash my hair, and lived like a wreckㅡㅡbut my boyfriend really put up with it well, though. Today,,,,I guess I should show him my makeup after such a long time,,,,Last time,,,,my boyfriend said,,,00-ah,,,I believe your face will go back to how it was,,,,you’re not the one changing,,,but,,,,when I hug you,,,,,,,,,it reminds me of my grandfather,,,,softly saying,,,,wash your hair quickly,,,,and I actually burst out laughing,,,,I was embarrassed but also it was funny,,,my boyfriend talks like a comedian, so I think that made it even funnier anyway,,,,For me,,,,who has been to the very end of hell,,please don’t let one failure make you collapse and turn all the time you have left into hell,,,,it was a time where I learned a lot,,,,but honestly,,,,if I had been able to steel my mind without going through it and not collapse, I think that would have been better,,,,I really,,,,,,even seriously thought about quietly falling asleep forever,,,,,so now,,,,I want to live laughing,,,,When terrible things come on TV,,,,before it felt like someone else’s story,,,I’d go, oh my~~ look at that~~ what a thing~~ and so on,,,,but after going through something like this,,,,when terrible incidents or things came on TV,,,,I’d feel terrified and just cry in my room,,,,because somehow,,,,what happened to me felt frightening and horrible,,,,and it didn’t feel like someone else’s problem,,, Having to just watch my nose shrink, swell up, and turn into a pig nose right in front of me,,,,of course that would be terrifying, right,,,But I gritted my teeth and managed it dramatically,,,,and now not only my nose but my mind has brightened a lot,,,,so I can eat and talk with my boyfriend too,,,I had no one else to meet and only saw my boyfriend,,,I didn’t talk for a long time, cried, told him to buy me food, binged at home,,and then recently,,I started exercising and am getting back up,, I’ve got one surgery plan now,,, dimples,,, They say this can also go wrong and ruin things, so I need to look into it carefully,, even simple surgery is absolutely not something to do carelessly,, right now I’m aiming for that little dimple spot!!^^ Everyone,,,,I hope you recover well mentally too along with taking good care after removal^^ I really hope you don’t go through an awful experience like mine,,, sincerely,,,,,,I want to be able to help even just a little,,, I had ear cartilage suturing done with ear cartilage,, and because the ear cartilage was inserted high and the suturing was also tied very tightly, the nose really turned monstrous,,, but the tip that had been flipped upward came down and returned to my old nose again,,, If you don’t manage the tip early like this and let it settle down,,,,it usually does come down more than right after surgery, but it often ends up slightly lifted and fixed in place, so please take good care of it,,,, The photos are before surgery,,, after surgery,,,, current,,,,like this,,,,and except for skin retouching and photo tone adjustment,,,,there’s no other editing at all,,,they’re phone photos,,,,my original nose bridge was slightly prominent so unless you saw my full side profile,,you wouldn’t really know, and it was a slightly slim, high nose,, my glabella was also relatively high,, the photo after surgery in the middle,, was taken to look really good,, just for comfort,, in reality it really was like a monster,,, a nose that looked like it had contracture,, this was my first surgery,, and not just cosmetic surgery,,, I’d never even been injured badly since childhood,,, it was the first time I’d ever had a knife on my body,, I’d never even done a petit procedure,,,,so I think I really made a lot of mistakes,, I was truly foolish,,,,from now on, whatever I do, I think I’ll be much more careful,,,,Ah, I hope a year passes quickly so that my nose can just be my nose again and not change even in the morning,,,, Since this is a full-face reveal,,,I’ll probably take it down soon,,,, ,,,,, Some people may look at the photos and think, well, it wasn’t that bad,,,but for me, who knew nothing about cosmetic surgery and had no expectations and just had to endure it,,,,after surgery, the nose was like one with contracture,,,,it wasn’t just lifted because of swelling,, the doctor also somehow, without confidence, said he would do a revision,,,,I asked him to restore the tip of my nose, but the tip ended up on the bridge of my nose,,,an awful memory,,,it was shocking,,,