I'm 24 this year... I had a dream of becoming a stewardess, and my face shape wasn't particularly ugly, but I got greedy and it's been 6 months since surgery.. It's so painful and hard that I live each day in tears ㅜ I'm a college student and had the surgery during winter break, but in the end, even though I'm a senior, I ended up taking a leave of absence, gave up my dream of becoming a stewardess, and it's really hard ㅜ After surgery, because of the sound that keeps coming from my cheekbone, I feel like I'm going to get neurasthenia, and whenever I walk, one side of the arch area, I mean the bone right in front of my ear, feels stiff and throbs.... I've been to three plastic surgery clinics, and they all took CT scans and checked, and said the bone had healed well and the pain would go away, but even after nearly 6 months only one side of the arch area still throbsㅜ I still have a pulling sensation too ㅜㅜ Why on earth is this happening.. Other people say that after just 3 months they have no discomfort,.ㅜ And as for the surgical result, my temples have sunken in, the cheekbone in front of my ear has also sunken, and as time goes by I'm looking more like a skull instead .. .I don't care about the result anymore. I gave up on it a long time ago, I just wish the pain would go awayㅇ. Do I have to live like this forever? I hate the idea of revision surgery more than death.. I still can't even eat pork belly properly I used to be brighter than anyone, but now I have social anxiety and depression. Please help me. I think any words would comfort meㅜㅜ If time passes, it will get better, right? My wish now is just to go to school next year smiling like before without worries .. These days I only have bad thoughts every day and just cry. Because of stress, I even developed ear tinnitus that I never had before, so it's even harder.. I really regret and regret having the surgery. I want so badly to go back, please .
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