Since I was young, my nose was low and a little short, so I always thought I would become prettier if I just did my nose. A month ago, I finally had the surgery, and I think I had thought of nose surgery too lightly, as if it were really nothing. When I woke up from sedation anesthesia, I was in the recovery room, and except for breathing, nothing hurt at all. At one week, I had the splint removed and the stitches taken out, and it was so high. A completely different person was just sitting there, but since it was the beginning, I comforted myself that it only felt awkward because I wasn't used to it. Another week passed, and it was really high and looked completely strange. For reference, they put in 4 mm, and before surgery the doctor said my nose bridge was all low, so I needed 4 mm. My nose was short, so they lengthened it a little with septal cartilage and also did osteotomy. The nasal bridge is silicone. They said that if I didn't do osteotomy, my nose would look bigger, so I had no choice but to do it. Now it's been a month, and I want to die. At 2 weeks, when I went to get the stitches removed, I said I wanted to take all the silicone out. It was really hard.. My nose is hard, tight, and painful, and I feel like I'm going to develop a mental illness. I don't know how I endured a whole month. When I look at old photos, I only cry ㅜㅜ They wouldn't even let me meet the doctor, and the manager said they couldn't remove it right away and told me to wait just one month. So tomorrow I'm going to the hospital to schedule a removal date. Yesterday the manager called and asked if I still wanted to remove it, so I said I really did, and she said okay, let's schedule the date tomorrow ㅜㅜ After doing my nose, I look like a foreigner, and I think it's even more so because my eyes are big. Before surgery, I had a really cute impression, but now I look completely sharp, and even when I look in the mirror, I'm scared. Everyone around me asks why I did it ㅜㅜ I'm so worried and scared about whether it will go back to how it was if I remove it.
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