People who removed implants after rhinoplasty, please look

It's been 5 months since my rhinoplasty, and I really can't go on like this, so I'm planning to remove the implants I searched a lot here and there and read reviews too, and most people say that if you remove the implants, your nose goes back to the original ...is that really true!??!?! Can I go back to my pre-surgery face, to my original nose I'm so, so worried I can't even sleep at night I called the clinic and said I wanted to remove the implants, and they told me to come to the clinic first I'm planning to go to the clinic and schedule the implant removal date Another thing I'm worried about is I had silicone placed on the nasal bridge and cartilage placed in the nasal tip They took cartilage from my ear and put it in My original bridge wasn't exactly flat, but because I got greedy, I raised the bridge a little Even though they raised it as naturally as possible, I guess it can't help but look noticeable I want to go back to my original nose, but I don't know whether I should remove only the silicone or remove both the silicone and the cartilage When I asked the clinic, they said removing only the silicone is fine.. So I asked, if I remove only the silicone and leave the cartilage in the nasal tip as is, won't the nasal bridge and nasal tip look disconnected? Since the bridge gets lower, won't only the nasal tip look high, like it's sticking upward? They said it wouldn't be like that... But I feel uneasy People who removed implants!!! Please help Now that I've already decided to remove the implants, I don't know whether I should remove only the silicone on the bridge or remove both the silicone and cartilage When I searched here and there, they said if you remove the bridge silicone, your nose goes back to its original shape, but if you remove the cartilage implant in the nasal tip, the tip doesn't completely go back to the way it was and may become slightly deformed... What should I do Please help..... I'm really desperate...