My mom and dad suddenly called me into their room...
They said they did not feel at ease,
and said, you having nose removal surgery is touching the nose one more time, so it is not good,
and what will you do if it definitely turns out badly and you say you need revision surgery,
and they told me not to get nose surgery, but I did not listen, so it ended up like this,
and if I do not listen again when they tell me not to remove it, and then say I need revision surgery, what will I do, they said.
I am so confused.
As someone who did not listen to my parents and pushed ahead with nose surgery, ending up like this,
I did not really have anything to say,
so I just came back to my room.
I even set a date for removal, but my mind is so complicated.
Honestly, I do not even know exactly why I want removal.
I just want it removed, I feel anxious, and somehow I keep feeling anxious.
I feel like I am going crazy. All my nerves are focused on my nose. Why am I like this?
Because this community is full of posts about removal, did my mind become weak and make me feel like something terrible would happen if I did not remove it?
Honestly, I am also anxious because Medpor was used, and if contracture happens then, the cost will double and I will have to go through revision surgery no matter what,
so I am even more anxious.
I also dislike the shape a bit because the nasal tip is lifted,
and it feels like people passing by are only looking at my nose.
But if I take it out, I feel like I will regret not listening to my parents again and my mind will be obsessed with revision surgery.
What on earth is wrong with me?
What is my psychology?
Of course, there may be people who reply, if you are struggling, remove it.
But honestly, sometimes I am like this.
Well, the shape is not bad.
Then at other times,
even if I slightly lift my face,
I think, wow, it looks obvious I had surgery, it looks artificial, and then I slowly start thinking about removal, become anxious, and search for removal posts.
Honestly, among people who say they are satisfied after removal, people who had it done a long time ago
do not really come in often, right?
Among them, there may be people who had revision surgery, but there is no guarantee they would leave a review here,
and there must also be people who lived satisfied after removal, then changed their minds again and pushed ahead with revision surgery,
but this community mostly only has posts saying they are satisfied..
Ah, I do not know either ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
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