After 1 year post-removal

I'm on my phone, so I'll write briefly. After surgery with silicone and septal cartilage, I had everything removed at week 3. When I think about that time Before removal, the fear of silicone and the discomfort from the septal cartilage~ It didn't feel like living, and when I saw people who had natural noses even if they weren't pretty, they seemed like people with happiness from a different world than mine. After removal, there was more of the same pain. As my nose shrank, it looked somehow strange. For a few days after removal, I was happy, but after that, contraction came. In my case, the columella still felt shortened as if after surgery, so I really thought I was going crazy. But it gradually came back, and after about two months it got better. After three or four months, it became to the point where I didn't pay attention to it. Now that 6 months and then a year have passed, I live without paying attention to it at all. It has almost returned to how it was before surgery, so the memories of that difficult time have become memories of the past. Because they had shaved down the nasal bridge, after the nasal tip contraction released, the bridge looked exactly like a lid had been opened, with an angular shape, and I wanted to die. But as time passed, flesh filled in over the contour that had been shaved down, and it became less noticeable. It feels flat to the touch, but visually it is okay enough that I don't pay attention to it. The conclusion is that time solves it. In the middle, I was struggling so much that I thought about osteotomy and procedures too, but now I'm living to the point where I don't have those thoughts anymore. And if anyone mentions the previous surgery, I feel sick I used to visit this community every day, and now I'm writing here after such a long time. I don't know when I'll come in again. I'm leaving this so that everyone can hear my story and have hope. Fighting