Review 3 weeks after full-incision double eyelid surgery with ptosis correction

I thought of double eyelid surgery very lightly and impulsively went straight to a nearby hospital that was famous in the area. People I knew had gotten double eyelid surgery and were living naturally, and I heard people say double eyelid surgery isn’t even really surgery, so going without any prior knowledge was the problem.... I didn’t even know the difference between buried-suture and incision or how much of a difference there was, and I thought double eyelid surgery was just double eyelid surgery ( dumb me dumb me). The consultant and doctor said I had slight ptosis and that I opened my eyes with my forehead, and recommended ptosis correction. In my case, they said since I wasn’t in my early 20s, they couldn’t strongly recommend ptosis correction, but if I was going to do it, this was the age limit. From then on, my antenna slightly went up, and after putting down a deposit and thinking about it, I said on the day of surgery that I would add ptosis correction and had the surgery (I really regret it so much). After anesthesia, I went on a starry dream trip, and when the eye surgery was over and I looked at my face, there was one bluish, swollen-eyed rockfish. One eye was drooping, but I thought it was early postoperative swelling, came home, ate a feast, did eye compresses, and lived without thinking much. Two days later, when I went to the hospital, the doctor said one eye looked uneven and suggested revision surgery. I thought it was swelling, but since they said it was uneven, I said okay and had the surgery. I made an appointment, got anesthesia again, went on another dream trip to star land, and came back to find a bluish uneven-eyed fish on only one side. From then on, worry and concern started billowing up, and I began researching all kinds of materials. I visited cafes, all kinds of communities, and this community too. As a result of my research, ptosis correction was excessive for eyes like mine My eyes only needed incision. On top of that, the dry, stiff, heavy, pulling feeling in my eyes that they said would get better after a short time has not improved even at week 3. Only one eye is extremely swollen, and there is still some asymmetry.... The doctor says it will get better after a little more time, but honestly I don’t trust it I really hope it improves. Anyone reading this who is considering ptosis correction, please think it over 100 times. I completely regret it