After<after>after<after>before<before> Maybe because I heard so many people say early on after my double eyelid surgery that it seemed botched, when I look at my eyes, I do like them... but the pain in my heart feels bigger.. I went through all that emotional distress and heard such awful things just to get these eyes...ㅠ Before surgery, the clinic said there was no problem, but after surgery they said my original eyes were just kind of like that, and I really hated that clinic too.. I never went back after that. Now that the swelling has gone down somewhat, it feels bitter seeing the people who said it seemed like it would fail suddenly change their attitude... My eyes are prettier than before, but after double eyelid surgery, my depression has only increased. I still can’t really make eye contact with people and things are like that..
Still... I should be happy with it. It will get even better as time passes.. haha
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