It’s day 7 after cheekbone and square jaw surgery. Honestly, I regretted doing it. It was an extremely, extremely, extremely hard week ㅠㅠ I wondered if I was someone who exaggerated pain this much, but as expected, I couldn’t sleep well at night, and especially compared with other people, I can’t open my mouth, so I can’t talk, and even now soy milk is the best I can manage.. Other people were eating jajangmyeon or ramen and everything, but my mouth still only opens about half a finger, so liquids are the best ^^ First, until day 2-3, I seriously thought, should I just die? Because of the pain, all my will to live completely disappeared. The pain wasn’t simply pain felt as a pain sensation; it was the stress of not being able to sleep, not being able to talk because my mouth wouldn’t open, not being able to eat anything, and having to force pills through the gap even though my mouth wouldn’t open, and every time I did that, the pain I felt in my cheekbones ㅠㅠ Until the 3rd day, I only drank water and took medicine on an empty stomach too. Anyway, now it’s day 7, so I can manage shakes, but the bigger stress was the swelling. Every time I looked in the mirror, I got stressed because the swelling increased day by day, and I looked so much like a middle-aged woman ㅋㅋㅋ I just thought I should have not had surgery so comfortably and eaten everything I wanted. Of course, since it’s day 7, the swelling has gone down a bit, but if I went back to that time, I don’t think I would have the surgery.
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